- I was depressingly dark. Thought that I’m such a useless human being. I can do good but only for other people’s sake. I don’t know how to appreciate my own life. I was that fucked up. - But now, it’s more like, not just that door I took it out of my room. I’m taking walls down.
Privacy is no longer a big part of things I need in life.
I’m gonna storm a lot of things I wrote lately on your dashes sorry not sorry, most of my followers are porn blogs anyway ha
I wish I forgot or if not, I don’t want to wake up again
At this point, I think I should go back to see my therapist and taking medication for depression again.
I couldn’t go back to my parents anymore for some reason.
I have a place to stay and work for now but I’ve been living like this for a year already. And this has been killing me little by little. These people I met and everything. It makes things worse for me.
I feel like I’m losing my shits right now.
I fell in love and now he’s said he’s in love with someone else.
It took guts to tell and show him that he means so much to me since now there’s no one left that I want to be with. We were together and he brought me passions that was, incredibly amazing.
My uncle killed himself last month, right after I left him. He went on for his trip and fell in love with someone else.
I couldn’t talk to anyone about this since there’s no one I trust here.
Even on my own facebook. I don’t want to be attention seeker bitch.
I can’t even cry at work.
I can only smile and talk to people here.
I lost it
